Monday, December 1, 2008

Emo.

A friend of mine told me a while ago that he really thinks I'm the emo type of person. Along with another friend, he told me that he just wanted everyone to be happy. It was just hard to accept that he said that even if he did not know what really happened. It's a sad feeling to be judged, especially by your friends. I believe what they said that they only had the best intention in mind. And maybe, what I should do now is to extend my patience and to try to understand people again. God sees what I'm doing and He's the only one who can judge perfectly. I lay down eveything on your hands, Lord. Please guide me. :)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Theological Virtues :)

Faith-Hope-Charity
From the Catechism of the Catholic Church, Simplified

The Three Theological Virtues (1812-1813)
The three theological virtues (faith, hope, and charity) allow man to share in God's nature. These virtues relate directly to God who directly infuses these three virtues into the soul where they make the believers capable of living as God's children and meriting eternal life.
Believing What God Revealed (1814-1816)
By faith, we believe in God, in all that he has revealed, and in all that the Church proposes for our belief. Faith leads to a total committal. "The righteous shall live by faith" (Rom 1:17).
When faith is deprived of hope and love, it does not unite the believer to Christ nor make him a living member of the body. "Faith apart from works is dead" (Jas 2:26).
Christ's disciple must spread the faith to others, even if this brings about persecution. Jesus said, "Whoever acknowledge me before men, I also will acknowledge before my Father" and "Whoever denies me before men, I will deny before my Father" (Mt 10:43-33).
Hoping and Searching for the Kingdom (1817-1818)
By hope, we seek heaven, place our trust in Christ's promises, and rely on the Holy Spirit. We must "hold fast to our confession of hope" (Heb 10:23). Through the Spirit, we have "become heirs in hope of eternal life" (Titus 3:6-7).
Into everyone's heart, God has placed a search for happiness. Hope responds to this desire. It sustains man, frees him from discouragement, preserves him from selfishness, and leads to happiness on earth and in heaven.
Abraham's Hope (1819)
Israel's hope was modeled upon Abraham who trusted in God's promise even when asked to sacrifice Isaac. "Hoping against hope, he believed, and thus became the father of many nations" (Rom 4:18).
Our Hope of Heaven Through Jesus (1820-1821)
Jesus unfolded Christian hope in the beatitudes, proclaiming that those who suffer trials on earth are blessed in heaven. This hope "does not disappoint" (Rom 5:5) because Jesus has gone ahead "as a forerunner on our behalf" (Heb 6:19-20). Therefore, we can hope to gain heaven and to persevere "to the end" (Mt 10:22). The Church prays for "all men to be saved" (1 Tim 2:4) and she awaits union with Christ, the Bridegroom. "Hope, O my soul, hope. Watch carefully. Dream that the more you struggle, the more you will rejoice one day with your Beloved" (St. Teresa of Avila).
Loving God and Neighbor (1822-1824)
By charity, we love God for his own sake and our neighbor as ourselves for the love of God.
Jesus loved us "to the end" (Jn 13:1). He told his disciples to "love one another as I have loved you" (Jn 15:9, 12). Charity keeps the commandments of God and of Christ, "If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love" (Jn 15:9-10).
Paul's Description (1825-1826)
Christ demands that we love everyone, especially our enemies, our neighbors and the poor. St. Paul says that love is patient and kind, believing, helping, and enduring all things. Love is not jealous, boastful, arrogant, rude, irritable, or resentful.
Without charity, "I am nothing" and "I gain nothing." "So faith, hope, and charity abide, these three. But the greatest of these is charity" (1 Cor 13:1-13).
Love Animates the Moral Life (1827-1829)
Charity binds all virtues "together in perfect harmony (Col 3:14) and gives them order. Charity purifies and raises human love to the perfection of God's love.
When charity animates his moral life, the Christian is free from servile fear and lives as a son responding to God who "first loved us" (1 Jn 4:19). "If we obey out of love for him who commands, we are in the position of his children" (St. Augustine).
Charity is benevolent, disinterested, and generous, bringing forth friendship and communion. "Love is the goal. Once we reach it, we shall find rest"(St. Augustine).

Friday, October 10, 2008

To Liean..

Grabe..kanina ko lang nalaman na aalis na ang isa sa aking high school best friends (Hiyas + Liean).. Pupunta na silang states at dun na sila titira. I'm really happy for her and for her family..:) Nalulungkot lang ako kasi ang tagal na naming di nagkikita..almost a year na siguro tapos kanina ko lang nalaman na aalis na sya :( Aaaawww naalala ko bigla ung mga high school moments namin..Ung mga kasabawan..mga stroll stroll after class..mga inuman ng Yakult 45 sa bahay ni Hiyas..billiards sa mini-billiards table kina Hiyas..group study sa bahay uli nila Hiyas..bubble-wrap painting sa bahay nina Liean..lunch with Ma'am Yu-Hico at iba pang mga kapatid..at madami pang iba..sobrang nakakamiss :( Grabe mahal na mahal ko si Liean! I'll miss her a lot! Sana makapagkita kita kami bago sya umalis..>.<

God bless! :)

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Anger?... Love. :)

haaayyy sobrang nagalit ako for a few days.. :( pero...dapat pagpasensyahan..dapat intindihin..dapat kong isipin na madaming ibang bagay ang masimportante kaysa sa pagwallow sa aking galit..mahal ako ng pamilya ko..mahal ako ng iba kong mga kaibigan..at higit sa lahat mahal ako ni Lord..:) ano pa bang dapat kong hingin..:) sana na lang hindi ko muna sila makita..ayaw naman ako kausapin nung kinagagalitan kong tao kaya dapat ko na lang talaga iaccept na hindi na nya gagawin un..at ipagdadasal ko na lang sya..minsan kasi nakakacomfort magdwell sa galit, sa sakit...pero mali un...dapat magpatawad. Magpatawad ng paulit-ulit kahit na paulit-ulit nila saktan..I'll lay my heart in His hands..:) and there will it find peace..:)

Lord, I'm sorry if I haven't been listening lately..I'm really really sorry..:( pero ngayon sana tuloy tuloy na ung pagtitiwala ko sa Inyo at sa plano Nyo para sa aming lahat..I love you..:)


:)

sobrang salamat nga pala sa aking mga mahal na kaibigan..
Gihan,
Salamat sa pakikinig..:)

Leonard.
Salamat sa mga dasal at sa pagcomfort..:)

Hiyas,
Salamat dahil nakausap uli kita..I love you, Hiyas!! :)

at Buddy,
speechless ako haha :)) soooobrang salamat..:) You've always been there for me..:) sorry kung minsan parang nafifeel kong jinajudge mo ko..Salamat dahil ginaguide mo ako when my mind's clouded by wrong emotions..Salamat sa pagiging pillar when I'm wavering..Salamat. :)


Lord, salamat po sa mga taong to sa buhay ko..:) Salamat po. :)

- tin :)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

oo na...alam ko nang b**** ako para sa inyo.. at baka nga oo.. shhheeeeettttt of paper.. I hate everything.

Monday, September 8, 2008

It's Her Birthday! :D

Hey!! :D Birthday ni Mama Mary today!! Yehey!! :D

Mga 8 na ko gumising..:)) well 10 pa naman kasi class ko so okay lang yan haha nakanood pa nga ako nung Bannertail eh :)) ung chipmunk ata un na cartoons sa Q TV hahaha:)) Ayan namiss ko na talaga kasi TV eh haha ang haggard sa school pero keri pa yan :D Nanood pala kami ng dvd ng "My Big Love" kahapon :)) ang saya ahahahaha ang bagay talaga ni Toni at ni Sam :)) so ayun nagenjoy naman ako at narefresh :)) ang labo ko bigla kong siningit ung nangyari kahapon ahahahaha :))

Mga 9:45 dumating ako sa Albert Hall at nakipagdaldalan muna kina Gihan at other blockmates bago magstart ang CWTS :D Nung pumasok na kami sa room ay nakikipagdaldalan pa rin ako kay Gihan at Cecile :)) Kinekwento ko pa naman kay Gihan ang aming experience ni Cecile ng panonood ng Noh (Japanese theatre na ilang hundred years na :D)..ung title The Italian Restaurant..Un ung may mask na parang devil na may weird expression ung main character :D Tapos kahit twisted ung story ay ang ganda ganda pa rin :D One of a kind nga ayon kay Cecile :D At sobrang benta ung waitress!!! =)) nagdadadakdak sya nung mga nasa menu nila na parang mawawalan na sya ng hininga =)) benta forever :)) The play was written and directed by the acclaimed Noh master Noahiko Umewaka.:D

ayan balik tayo sa CWTS class namin haha Tapos! bigla na lang narinig kong may tumatawag sa aking pangalan..un pala mga blockmates ko sa kabilang side ng room at pinakita sakin ung T-shirt ng aking classmate na nakalagay ang letters ng pangalan ng isang taong inaasar nila sakin...:)) syempre tumawa-tawa kaming lahat :D eh kasi ang joke nila eh haha =)) pero hindi ko naman tinatawanan ung taong inaasar nila..bad naman nun hehe :)

Tapos ayun, kwento uli about Noh..at dumating na si Ma'am Zah!! nanood kami ng film about Bioethics in Research..tapos nagkaactivity after na magdidiscuss ng mga questions..at magkakagroup kami nina Cecile, Gihan, Jen, Maget, Neri at Hazel tapos almost pare-parehas naman kami ng mga pananaw sa buhay :)) so hindi kami oa nagdiscuss..at dahil na rin gusto nang kumain ng Banoffee at Vanilla icecream c/o Ma'am Zah as prize sa game namin last week :D Ayan so una kaming nagdiscuss at napasama na rin ako kay Maget =)) tapos ayun sinabi naman namin ung galing sa puso namin :)) kahit parang hindi organized :)) kasi para sakin talaga.. personal choice yun..kung parang may part sayo na ayaw eh baka nga kasi may mali so ikaw responsible sa actions mo :) Siya na ang magjajudge sa ating lahat after :D

Binurn pala ako ni Leonard ng CD ng worship songs..kasi napagusapan namin kahapon..:D At yey! ang saya saya talaga kumanta ng ganito! :D Salamat, Leonard! :D

Ayan tapos PE naman duckpin..at well hindi na naman pasado ang scores =)) Goodluck naman sa duckpin :)) sana makapagmake-up uli kami nina Ben, Gihan at Cecile para medyo tumaas naman :)) Ay!!! kinakantahan pala ako ni Gihan at Cil kanina ng "Pakisabi na lang na mahal ko sya..di na baleng may mahal syang iba..Pakisabing 'wag siyang mag-alala..Di ako umaasa..Alam kong ito'y malabo..hhmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm paki sabi na lang.." Ung hmm part ay dahil hindi na nila alam ang lyrics :)) actually di ko gets bakit yan ung kinakanta nila sakin :)) pero well bahala na :))

Kumain kami sa Mcdo after PE!! Yey! :D at umuwi kami ni cecile after..sina Ben at Gihan bumalik ng UP :D Sorry, Ate Jana wala na naman ako sa chorale kanina..haggard eh pero sana next week pwede na ulit :D

Ayan! tapos umuwi muna ako at mga 6:20 ay umalis na kami papuntang Our Lady of the Annunciation Parish :D Yey mass!! :D Medyo nalate si Father kasi sobrang lakas ng ulan!! at medyo natrap sya sa may Veterans..So nagrosary muna habang hinihintay sya :) Ang galing nga eh kasi at least nakapagoffer kami ng prayer ng rosary ngayong birthday ni Mama Mary kahit hindi planado :D Ayan so pagdating nya kinwento nya na..un nga ang traffic..walang masakyan..pero!! nakarating sya in 25 mins! kahit normally 1 hr ung byahe!! Miracle talaga :D kasi nagdasal sya ng nagdasal kay Mama Mary na sana medyo humina ung ulan para may masakyan sya saka sana medyo lumuwag ung traffic para makaabot sya sa simbahan kahit late na :) eh hindi naman daw super bilis nung taxi parang normal lang pero! ang galing talaga ni Lord!! :D at si Mama Mary talaga ang maawain :) tapos ayun mass na :) At may mga natutunan na naman ako today :D Tapos ang saya saya talaga kumanta sa church! Ang galing din nung choir kanina :D tapos ayun parang nauplift na naman ang aking spirit dahil sa pagdalaw sa simbahan :) sana parati ko pa rin Syang maaalala kahit wala ako sa church :) Andito naman kasi talaga ung challenge sa ating lahat :)

Ay!! may isa pa kong church song na gusto ishare :D nakakainspire din:

saan ako tutungo?
saan pa maghahanap?
hanggang sa dulo ng dagat
walang makikitang tulad Mo

libutin man ang mundong ito
sikapin makamtan ang pangarap ko
ngunit ngayon at kailan pa man
walang makikitang tulad Mo

Ikaw ang buhay
tanging ligaya
munti kong alay
papuri't pagsamba
sa Iyo Jesus
Panginoon
Tagapagligtas
Pag-ibig ng Ama


Ang saya :)

God Bless!! >:D<

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Weird Legs

okay..Hi Blog!! ahaha :))

Nagsimba kami kanina at ang fun kasi dun kami nakaupo sa may gilid dun sa malapit sa pianista at choir haha wala lang naaliw ako kasi bagong view :)) Ayan so ang saya saya ng mass :D At marami na naman akong natutunan at naremind na naman ako sa mga dapat kong gawin hehe at meron akong natutunang bagong church songs na nakakainspire talaga hehe :

Sa 'Yong Piling

Tinawag mo ako, O Panginoon,
dagli akong tumugon sa tinig Mo.
Tanda ng pasasalamat sa pag-ibig Mo
na sa tuwina'y nadarama ko.

Ako'y namangha sa 'Yong kabutihan
Tunay na wala Kang katulad

Sa bawat sandali ng aking buhay, Ikaw ang siyang gabay
Sa oras ng lungkot, pagkabigo, ako'y muling binubuo.
Luha ko't pasakit ay Iyong pinaparam.
Sa paglubog nitong araw, sa pagsapit ng dilim
Ang tangi kong hiling ay humimlay sa 'Yong piling.

Labis ang galak ko Panginoon,
'pagkat Ikaw lamang sa buhay ko.
Kagandahang loob Mo ay walang hanggan,
ligayang lubos kailanman.

Katapatan Mo ay di magmamaliw
Kailanpama'y siyang aking sandigan.

hindi ko pa alam kung sino ung gumawa nung song eh ieedit ko to next time.. :D

After magmass ay nagSM kami at sinamahan bumili ng panreglao sa officemates nya ung ate ko :D Bumili sya ng stuff from Blue Magid tapos kumain kami sa Tokyo! Tokyo! :)) Wala lang may naaalala talaga ko dun :)) Anyway, ang dami kong nakain :)) hindi kayo maniniwala pero ako ung pinakamadaming nakain samin ahahahah :))

Bumili rin kami ng mga blouse at make-up stuff ng mga ate ko haha :)) medyo meron akong nakitang cute na long shorts :)) pero sabi ng ate ko ay hindi daw un bagay kasi parang may band..sabi rin ni mama..so hindi ko nagets :)) tapos un pala kasi may space ung legs ko kapag nakatayo ako as in hindi ko mapagdikit ung knees ko :)) un pala dahil nga SAKANG ako :)) so tinry ko naman maglakad ng straight line pero well nakakapagod :)) at nung nasa taxi na kami pauwi ay nagdecide ako na hindi ko na sya babaguhin ahaha ako si Tin dahil na rin sakang ako..whuuuttt ahahahaha =))

so ayun..hindi naman dahil babae ako ay normal na diretso ko maglakad :)) I love my sakang legs :))

God Bless!! >:D<

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

-_-

Hi blog! :D kamusta ka naman...baka inaagiw ka na sa sobrang tagal ko bago magpost..:p


grabe pagod na pagod na ko..blog...
sobrang pagod na ko...
kahit naman sinasabi kong kaya ko to (ginagawa ko pa rin naman ung mga dapat kong gawin)..
eh pwede naman siguro ako mapagod..:)


Pagod na ko, blog...:)

Lord, please give me strength..:)

Sunday, August 24, 2008

The Sacrament of Waiting

Hi blog! ang tagal na ah haha anyway, uhm tinamaan talaga ko nung nabasa ko to sa blog ni Cecile haha pero hindi naman chorves haha :)) as in love in general, even for friends and family members :D

by Fr. James Donelan, S.J.

The English poet John Milton once wrote that those who serve stand and wait. I think I would go further and say that those who wait render the highest form of service. Waiting requires more discipline, more self-control and emotional maturity, more unshakeable faith in our cause, more unwavering hope in the future, more sustaining love in our hearts than all the great deeds of derring-do that go by the name of action.

Waiting is a mystery—a natural sacrament of life. There is a meaning hidden in all the times we have to wait. It must be an important mystery because there is so much waiting in our lives.

Everyday is filled with those little moments of waiting—testing our patience and our nerves, schooling us in our self-control—pasensya na lang. We wait for meals to be served, for a letter to arrive, for a friend, concerts and circuses. Our airline terminals, railway stations, and bus depots are temples of waiting filled with men and women who wait in joy for the arrival of a loved one—or wait in sadness to say goodbye and to give that last wave of hand. We wait for birthdays and vacations; we wait for Christmas. We wait for spring to come or autumn—for the rains to begin or stop.

And we wait for ourselves to grow from childhood to maturity. We wait for those inner voices that tell us when we are ready for the next step. We wait for graduation, for our first job, our first promotion. We wait for success, and recognition. We wait to grow up—to reach the stage where we make our own decision.

We cannot remove this waiting from our lives. It is part of the tapestry of living—the fabric in which the threads are woven that tell the story of our lives.

Yet the current philosophies would have us forget the need to wait. “Grab all the gusto you can get.” So reads one of America’s great beer advertisements—Get it now. Instant pleasure—instant transcendence. Don’t wait for anything. Life is short—eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow you’ll die. And so they rationalize us into accepting unlicensed and irresponsible freedom—premarital sex and extramarital affairs—they warn against attachment and commitment, against expecting anything of anybody, or allowing them to expect anything of us, against vows and promises, against duty and responsibility, against dropping any anchors in the currents of our life that will cause us to hold and to wait.

This may be the correct prescription for pleasure—but even that is fleeting and doubtful. What was it Shakespeare said about the mad pursuit of pleasure? “Past reason hunted, and once had, past reason hated.” Now if we wish to be real human beings, spirit as well as flesh, souls as well as heart, we have to learn to love someone else other than ourselves.

For most of all waiting means waiting for someone else. It is a mystery brushing by our face everyday like stray wind or a leaf falling from a tree. Anyone who has ever loved knows how much waiting goes into it, how much waiting is important for love to grow, to flourish through a lifetime.

Why is this so? Why can’t we have love right now—two years, three years, five years—and seemingly waste so much time? You might as well ask why a tree should take so long to bear fruit, the seed to flower, carbon to change into a diamond.

There is no simple answer, no more than there is to life’s demands: having to say goodbye to someone you love because either you or they have already made other commitments, or because they have to grow and find the meaning of their own lives, having yourself to leave home and loved ones to find your path. Goodbyes, like waiting, are also sacraments of our lives.

All we know is that growth—the budding, the flowering of love needs patient waiting. We have to give each other time to grow. There is no way we can make someone else truly love us or we love them, except through time. So we give each other that mysterious gift of waiting—of being present without making demands or asking rewards. There is nothing harder to do than this. It tests the depth and sincerity of our love. But there is life in the gift we give.

So lovers wait for each other until they can see things the same way, or let each other freely see things in quite different ways. What do we lose when lovers hurt each other and cannot regain the balance and intimacy of the way they were? They have to wait—in silence—but still be present to each other until the pain subsides to an ache and then only a memory, and the threads of the tapestry can be woven together again in a single love story.

What do we lose when we refuse to wait? When we try to find short cuts through life, when we try to incubate love and rush blindly and foolishly into a commitment we are neither mature nor responsible enough to assume? We lose the hope of ever truly loving or being loved. Think of all the great love stories of history and literature. Isn’t it of their very essence that they are filled with the strange but common mystery—that waiting is part of the substance, the basic fabric—against which the story of that true love is written?

How can we ever find either life of love if we are too impatient to wait for it?

aaawww..ang galing galing talaga ni Lord!! :)

Sunday, June 1, 2008

...

uhm.. kahit magkakilala lang kami at sobrang sandali lang nagkasama..I was really shaken by the tragic news..Kung kaming kakilala lang nya sobrang nalulungkot na..lalong-lalo na ung mga friends nya talaga..haaayy... I guess all I can do now is pray for her and for all of us who are grieved.. Lord...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Ice Skating! :D

Nagblock bonding kami ngayon! :D nagmeet kami ng 10:30 ni gihan sa Mcdo QAve pero as usual nalate ako pero konti lang naman hehe :) Tapos nagmrt na kami papuntang mega mall pero nauna samin si Leonard! nakakahiya naman kasi sabi ko sa kanya kahapon maaga kami dadating ni gihan kasi dapat mga 10 kami magmmeet ni gihan tapos text nya kami pagandun na sya..pero nauna pa sya! hehehe Tapos naghintay kami ng 10 years sa may food court ahaha oa naman un haha :)) pero dumating naman sina flo, jolo, mikael, den, joseph, ben at cecile..:D Ang daming nakain ni flo at jolo ahaha :)) at parang babae ung kamay pala ni jolo hehe

Tapos ang tagal tagal naming nagisip kung magaice skating or magbobowling..kasi ayaw ni den magice skating kasi medyo weak ung knees nya tapos nagmahal na sila ng fees. Medyo ung una naming decision bowling na lang pero habang nagiisip dun sa may bowling area kung tama ba ung decision namin uminom muna kami ng free samples ng milo ahhahaha :)) Tapos narealize namin na gusto pala namin magice skating so nagice skating na lang kami pero di pwede si Den so umikot ikot na lang sya sa Mega..aaawww sa susunod sana kumpleto na ang block ahaha :))

SUPER FUN MAGICE SKATING!!!! grabe! ahahaha =)) Pero masakit ang throat ko kakasigaw ahaha :)) DALAWANG BESES ako nadulas at nahulog ahaha buti na lang tinatayo ako ng mga blockmates ko ahaha :)) yihee ang fun talaga..Nagkafriend din si gihan na 5 yrs old, si KC!! haha aliw talaga kasi nakikipagusap sya samin hehe.. nakapagbond din kmi dahil dun kasi naghahawakan kami para di madulas ahahaha =)) Kaso nagkablister si Joseph so lumabas muna kami at naghanap ng band-aid..Salamat kay Ben sa pagbili ng band-aid!! :D Si Leonard ay nadulas din at nagkasugat sa kamay so kinailangan nya rin ng band-aid :D Tapos nagskate uli kami at nung nagutom na kumain na muna sa labas hehe Tapos narealize namin na hapon na mga 5:30 na at kelangan nang umuwi so umuwi na kami :D Hinatid muna namin si Leonard sa parking area at ang galing nagdadrive na sya hehe tapos si mikael at cecile sabay umuwi ng Laguna at kami nina gihan, ben at joseph ay nagMRT..Si Ben bumaba ng Cubao at kami namang tatlo ay bumaba sa QAve..Si Gihan nagUP na jeep tapos sabay kami umuwi ni Joseph kasi parehas kami taga-Tandang Sora..Tapos chika chika sa jeep at paunahan manlibre ng pamasahe ahaha :)) Tapos ayun nakauwi na rin..:D Kahit masakit ang legs at likod ko super worth it naman hehe sana maulit kami magice skating!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

sige, God Bless! :D

Saturday, March 29, 2008

MBBS Sem-ender Party!! :D

After ko maipass ung plates ko sa bio, naglakad ako papuntang Albert kasi walang Toki. Andun na sina Cecile, Pat at Ate Theresa sa tambbs tapos hinintay namin si gihan at dinaanan si Ate Glai. Dumeretso na kami sa bahay nina ATe Andoi sa may Commonwealth. Memorized na talaga ni Ate Theresa ung directions papunta sa bahay ahaha

Tapos nagluto-luto kami ng kakainin. Fun! Nagluto kami ng sangkatutak na fried chicken..actually si ATe Theresa ung nagluto nun ng ilang oras ahaha Tapos nagluto ako ng hotdogs at mukhang luto naman haha :)) NAghiwa rin kami ng bananas para sa fondue, naggrate ng cheese sina cecile at gihan at naghiwa rin kami ng hotdogs. TApos narealize namin after na ang unsanitary kasi medyo naghalo ung hotdogs dun sa konting cheese so sinama na namin ung konting cheese dun sa hotdog haha :)) Gumawa rin pala ng meat sauce para sa spaghetti! Nung tinikman namin sabi ni ATe Dianne, ok lang..sabi ni Ate Kino? medyo salty tapos sabi ko medyo maasim haha ang hirap talaga idescribe nung lasa eh haha Pero buti na lang talaga tinulungan kami nina Ate dun sa bahay ni ATe Andoi kaya lasang spaghetti naman ung finished product hehe Mukhang ok naman ung attempt namin magluto kasi wala namang nagsuka after haha Grabe sangkatutak na saging at mallows ung nakain namin nina Gihan at CEcile haha

TApos ayun party na! Children's party pala sya kaya may games (basagang palayok, subuan ng saging, pabitin, modified bring me na modified true or flase daw ayon kay gihan haha :)) ), loot bags at prizes! Nakakaaliw talaga ung games haha NAgrereklamo na si Kuya Monchi sa gitna nung subuan ng saging kasi may trial muna eh nasusuya na sya sa saging haha TApos ung pabitin super FUN!!! pinasan pa ni Kuya Monchi si Kuya LAnce haha Tapos talagang nag-aagawan sila sa pabitin hahahah ang ingay-ingay talaga haha :)) ang saya maging spectator haha :)) Tapos naglaro kami ng basagang palayok at nabasag ni Gihan ung unang palayok tapos grabe nashatter into small pieces ung palayok nung naglaro ako ahahaha sabi ni Ate Dianne, may galit daw ba ko? ahahaha :)) pero super fun!!!!!!!

Congrats pala sa bagong officers!! Kay Ate Dianne, Ate Hazel, Pat, ATe Iel, Kuya Monchi, Kuya Adrian, at Ate Wegs!!! :D

NAgkaroon din ng Easter Egg Hunt sa may likod ng bahay ni ATe Andoi hehe at may nakuha kong isang red na itlog!! YEy!! haha :)) Ang fun maghanap ng eggs sa mga halaman haha :)) Tapos kumain kami ng ice cream! AT ang galing-galing ni DEn magscoop sobrang bilog talaga..lahat nga kami sa kanya nagpascoop eh haha :)) Tapos umuwi na rin kami nina CEcile ng bandang 8..nakisabay kami nina Gihan, ATe Glai at Kuya Monchi.. tapos drinop-off ako sa Mcdo, Tandang Sora..Tapos nakita ko si Joseph, blockmate ko sa MBB sa jeep pauwi at nakitext ako haha kasi naiwan ko pala kay Cecile ung ID ko sa UP at sa DOST hehe ;p

Grabe ang fun talaga kahapon haha :)) PEro sad rin kasi minsan na lang namin makikita ung fourth years.. aawww Mamimiss namin sila!! lalo na si ATe Biji!! ang aming committee head at L Arch buddy hehe :D Sana dumaan pa rin sila sa Albert in the future hehe


Saka! Ang galing galing tlaga ni DAvid Cook! SAna manalo sya hehe :D

God Bless! :D

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

American Idol

YIhee!!!!!!! Nanood ako ng reply ng American Idol season 7 kanina. Sad kasi hindi ko naabutan si David Archuleta pero sabi ng mom ko hindi daw masyadong maganda ngayon pero ok lang yun kasi nakakaaliw talaga ung boses nya eh hehe. Tapos grabe!! naalala ko na ung pangalan nung nakahood last week sya si David Hernandez. Super naaaliw ako sa kanya kasi buo ung boses nya kahit mataas ung notes tapos maganda rin minsan pagpinapahusky nya :D Tapos super idol ko rin si DAVID COOK!! Ang ganda nung pagkahusky ng boses nya eh hehe Ang natural nya eh hehe Ang ganda nung version nya ng "Hello" by Lionel Richie..grabe!!! Nakaelectric guitar sya tapos ang ganda nung arrangement nung version na un. :D Sabi nga nina Paula pwedeng maging hit ngayon pa lang eh ahaha and Simon loved it. o di ba? ahaha

Wala lang nagpost lang talaga ko para dyan hehe God Bless!!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Kimi!


First birthday ngayon ng pamangkin kong si Kimi! Anak sya ng first cousin ko at ang weird ng feeling na 16 pa lang ako ay may niece na ako ahahaha Bumili muna kami ni Mama ng gifts sa SM ng mga 1: 30..Nakakaaliw sobra sa children's section kasi lahat dun cute ahaha :)) Ang sarap magshopping ng pambata! Binilhan namin sya ng stuff toy na elephant ata tapos dress tapos bathrobe. Super nakakaaliw ung bathrobe kasi ang mini hahahah At syempre lahat un ay color pink pati ung gift wrapper pink :)) Tapos tumuloy na kami ni Mama sa Don Henrico's sa Tomas Morato kasi dun ung party ni Kimi. Nakakaaliw panoorin ung mga bata habang nagpaparticipate sila sa games at sigaw sila ng sigaw sobra hahahaha Nakita ko rin ung super cute kong nephew na si Kier! Older brother sya ni Kimi pero di ko maalala ung age nya eh hehe Nakakaaliw kasi ung expression nya eh parang nakakaloko ahahaha X) Tapos dumating si Barney na mascot at super kinuyog sya nung mga bata. :)) At dun ko nalaman na may bodyguard ang mga mascot..o di ba sosyal ahahahaha Si Kuya Bodyguard ung nagpapagilid dun sa mga bata habang sumasayaw si Barney. Ang daming guests na hindi ko kilala kasi relatives ni Kuya Nonoy ung husband ni Ate Jane (cousin ko). Tapos after kumain nagpicture picture sila with Barney at nagPabitin tapos umulan ng malakas! Grabe tumutulo dun sa loob nung isang part nung Don Henrico's ahaha Pero ayun umuwi na rin kami at buti na lang hindi umuulan sa part ng Tandang Sora dahil ihahatid na sana kami ni Kuya Jerson sa bahay. Nakapagsimba pa rin kami sa OLAP. :) Ang galing noh..basta intention mong gawin ung tama..si Lord na ung gagawa ng paraan hehe Excited na pala ako sa Kyut CAmp 2!!!!! :D Tuloy pala ang National Biotechnology Quiz Bee sa March 8 sa Bureau of Soils, Dep. of Agriculture..:D Hahabol na lang kami sa Kyut Camp at habang idle moments sa camp ay mag-aaral for finals ahaha

Tinake ko pala ung quiz sa blog ni Cecile at ito ang results:



You're 6:49 a.m.
You're the time of day right around sunrise, when the sky is still a pale bluish gray. The streets are empty, and the grass and leaves are a little bit sparkly with dew. You are the sound of a few chirpy birds outside the window. You are quiet, peaceful, and contemplative. If you move slowly, it's not because you're lazy ? it's because you know there's no reason to rush. You move like a relaxed cat, pausing for deep stretches that make your muscles feel alive. You are long sips of tea or coffee (out of a mug that's held with both hands) that slowly warm your insides just as the sun is brightening the sky.

Actually parang tama naman ung sinasabi dyan eh kahit may moments na nagpapanic ako ng sobra ahahaha Pero favorite na oras ko ung few minutes before seven kasi wala pang masyadong tao sa labas, malamig, masarap maglakad, nakakaaliw ung tunog ng mga ibon, tapos greyish-blue ung sky ahaha Matagal din ako uminom ng tea or coffee kasi finifeel ko talaga eh ahaha Pero ayoko lang na nagigising ako ng ganyang oras kapag may Bio Lec ako ng 7 am ahahaha :))

God Bless!! :D

Saturday, March 1, 2008

March!! :D

March na! Grabe malapit na magsummer!!! Yihee!! I'm so excited! ahahaha syempre nakailang exclamation points na ko ahahahaha :)) Actually excited lang ako dun sa ilang weeks bago magsummer classes ng Math 54 ahaha :)) Sana matuloy pa rin ung practices ng chorale habang summer ahaha

Ngayon rin pala ang soft opening ng Manila Ocean Park. Last saturday kasi pumunta kami ng family ko kasi ayon sa Mel and Joey ay open na pero hindi pa naman pala. Medyo ok lang rin kasi nagpunta kami sa Quiapo Church saka nakapunta kong Luneta ahahahah Ang joke ko pero nun lang ako nakapuntang Luneta ever ahahahahahah :)) Nagtanong tanong na rin ako sa mom ko kung ano ung mga buildings na nadadaanan namin kasi super minsan lang ako pumuntang Manila dahil parating traffic hehe. Ay nung holiday ng Edsa People Power pala kami pumunta dun so nadaan namin ung mga Pro-Gloria na mga raleyista sa Liwasang Bonifacio. Actually kahit maraming nagrarally nun eh maluwag ung daan kaya hindi medyo nakakapagod ung papuntang Manila hehe. Anyway, pupunta na lang siguro kami kapag Grand Opening na or sana sa summer makapunta kami nina Cecile dun ahaha :))

Ay oo nga pala..nanood ako ng replay ng American Idol kanina kahit napanood ko na ung episode na un nung wednesday hehe Ang galing galing ni David Archuleta!! ahaha pero actually magaling rin si Danny saka si Chikezie saka ung rock person bago si David A. hehe Pero super naimpress ako dun sa may hood...di ko alam pangalan niya ahaha Anyway, nagagalingan ako kay David A kasi malinis sya kumanta tapos ung parang mga pageexperiment nya sa boses nya maganda ung result hehe Saka parang mabait pa sya at charming sya sa audience so feeling ko mananalo sya ahaha :)) Saka! 17 pa lang sya at ang galing na nya hahaha aliw..:DUng kinanta pala nya ay Imagine by John Lennon at ang ganda talaga nung lyrics ahaha:


Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one


National Biotech na yata sa saturday at sabay sya sa Kyut Camp 2 (Pisay Youth Camp) so baka humabol na lang kami sa Kyut Camp ni Cecile..pero sana payagan ako kasi di ako sure kung finals week na un eh aww :(

Anyway, ako'y gagawa muna ng rdr sa chem hehe God Bless!! :D

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Oppressed..:)

After 10 years makakapagpost na ulit ako hehe Tinatamad kasi ako magpost eh ahaha

Masaya naman ang Christmas break at ang birthday ko hehe Nagpasko kami sa probinsya (sa Sorsogon) at fun kasi may ginawa kami dun na sobrang fulfilling..sana next year gawin uli un ng family namin :) Nung New Year naman nandito na kami sa Quezon City at super usok talaga plus super duper ingay pero fun pa rin syempre hehe Ang new year's resolution ko sana ay maging patient, trusting at optimistic..Well, February na at medyo hindi ko masyadong nagagawa ung mga bagay na un pero tinatry ko naman hehehe :) Fun rin ung birthday ko kasi the night before nun nasa party kami ni Egg at nakakaaliw kasi nakita ko uli ung mga batchmates ko :) 16 na ko ngayon hehe

Ay naisip ko lang ang weird kasi ung title ng post ko ay oppressed tapos ung una kong sinabi ay hindi naman nagpapakitang oppressed ako ahahaha :)) Sige ikekwento ko hehe Nung Friday kasi nasabon kami ni Sir Bagulaya ung teacher namin sa Eng 12 kasi hindi kami sumasagot sa mga tanong nya at hindi tama ung mga sagot namin. Nakakatakot kasi magrecite kasi pagnagrecite ka sasabunin ka nya, parang kailangan talaga tama ung sasabihin mo. Syempre nakakahiya pag minsan tatawa sya sa sagot mo or parang ipapahiya ka nya sa klase kapag hindi mo alam ung sagot. Pero actually tama naman sya talaga na dapat nagbabasa kami pero minsan kasi parang sobra naman na iexpect nyang alam namin ang history ng mga bagay-bagay eh tapos sasabihin nya buti pa ung kaklase namin na isa na medyo may edad na alam ung mga sagot. Syempre naman eh parang aktibista naman kasi un nung panahon nya eh. Pero anyway, nakakademoralize lang talaga na pinagtatawanan nya ung mga sagot ng mga estudyante nya na pinag-iisipan naman ung sasabihin. Pero syempre kasalanan din naman talaga namin yun. :)

CS Idol at That's my Prof pala nung friday. Kumanta rin ng SEasons of Love at Paraiso ung chorale. Medyo nagadvertise si Ate Jana kung sinong gustong sumali kasi walang physics, chem at geol samin. Nakakaaliw kasi sabi ni Kuya Ralph ata may lumapit sa kanya at nagtanong kung pano sumali ahaha ang galing! sana nga dumami pa kami hehe MAs marami mas masaya hahaha :)) Ay saka medyo nagsolo ko ng konti sa seasons of love at nakalimutan ko na iba pala dapat ung kakantahin ko hindi ung normal tune ahahaha pero tinuloy ko na lang at bahala na hahaha :)) oh well haha :)) Nagback-up rin kami sa "Go the Distance" ni Kuya John at sobrang wala kaming marinig ahaha sorry, kuya john kung patalo ko..peace :)>- Pero nanalo sya ng 2nd runner-up!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! :D AY, nagperform din pala ung mga MBB faculty sa That's my Prof ng "I will follow Him" at nakakaaliw talaga sila haha :)) Ang galing nina Dr. Saloma at ung other faculty members hehe Si Dr. Hedreyda ung nagconduct hehe Fun! :D

Ngayong tapos na ang CS week hindi ko alam kung magpapractice pa rin ang chorale hehe Saka oo nga pala, may required na seminar na dapat atang puntahan kaming mga DOST scholars pero di ako pumunta..oooppss pero sana ok lang un at hindi nila ihold and stipend pero actually, sabi nga ni cecile, nakahold na nga eh ahaha :)) Meron din palang University at College Scholars Recognition nung WEdnesday at nagabsent ako sa PE.. aawwww love ko pa naman ang ten-pin bowling..hehe Babawi na lang ako sa wednesday ahaha :))

Ay oo nga pala..isheshare ko lang hehe The past few weeks were really mentally draining and emotionally exhausting. I really felt that I was a complete failure. My academic performance was waning, my family was having internal conflicts, my faith was wavering, and I was even starting to become envious of my closest friends. In short, I utterly felt empty and purposeless. Honestly, those moments of self-doubt aren't over yet. Still, I’m trying and I know that I only have to trust in Him. :)

Ayan, ako'y magreresearch muna tungkol kay Pablo Neruda para hindi na ko mapagalitan ni Sir Bagulaya hehe God Bless! :D