Sunday, October 10, 2010

Overwhelmed.

Hi blog! :D I've forgotten I still have you hehe :P Tough times again, blog.

Haaayy buhay. Everything's so complicated. But I know whatever is happening is my fault.

Dapat sa Takes 1 and 2, natuto na. Paulit-ulit lang. I give up.

Maybe I'm looking for happiness in the wrong avenues. Chever may look like a good idea because it makes one feel better. It seems to let one escape her problems. Pero hindi e, hindi dapat ganun..ayan tuloy, nasasaktan lang..



At parati silang nag-aaway. I drown the sound with loud music but the damage has been done. Alam ko namang nahihirapan din sila, problemado rin. Wala akong karapatang magreklamo o mainis sa kanila. Dapat nga maging masaya na lang ako at maging mabait para magspread kahit papano ng positive energy or at least hindi na dumagdag sa gulo. Haaayy Lord, please give us more patience and understanding..


Lord, I'm so sorry. I'm not even worthy to ask anything from you. Pero Lord, please help us. Please let love and happiness rule over anger and depression. Lord...